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Monday, April 30, 2012

memori tercipta


menitis air mata bila dengar lagu ni..ingat balik kenangan and memories setahun kat matrik perak..terlampau banyak memori..sampai dah tak tau nak ingat mana satu..happy, sedih, pahit, manis, semua ada..tapi tu semua la yang buat jadi rindu..rindu nak hidup macam kat matrik..but its not going to happen ever again..everything have change..its not gonna be the same anymore..i miss everyone..i miss you guys..alot..no atter what happen, i always love all of you..










Saturday, April 28, 2012

one story about love

today i want to tell you a story..about a girl who never really fall in love and never know what is love..what she know is she is happy being friends with everyone..so why she need love??she always saw her friends cry when they break off with their boyfriends..she also want to feel the same thing..she want to know how does it feel to love someone until it can make she cry..because she never cry because of love..she pray to god to let her know about love and feel the love..just like her friends..

then one day, her friend told her that a guy want to know her..why??she also have no idea..but she agree..because for her its not wrong to make friends right..so she give her phone number to that guy..and they start to contact each other..that guy already has a girlfriend..which he has been in relationship with her for almost 5 years..so this girl is sure that the guy just want to be friend with her and didnt hope for anything.. just friend..

but things went upside down when that guy break off with his girl..he was so upset because he really loves his girl..maybe they are not meant to be together..everyday, every night, every second, all in his mind is his ex girl.. this girl try to make him happy again and try to cheer him up..she spent time with him, texting him all the time so that he didn't think about his girl and accompany him through phone until he sleep..they do revision together at library every night, and meet up whenever they can..

one day, this guy ask the girl if she want to be his girl..this girl, who never fall in love before, dont know about her real feelings..she really likes that guy..that guy always make her smile, and know how to make she happy..she get confused..she scared if she accept that guy and at the end she realise that it is not love, she may hurt that guy..knowing how that guy have suffer because of the previous disappointment, she dont want to let that guy feel the same thing again..because of her..so she told him that she just can be friend with him..

as the time passes, things are going great..they still spent time together..just like a real couple..but more to best friends..only they know their feelings..this guy, keep telling her that he loves her..and this girl, starts to feel something different towards this guy, but scared to admit it..that feeling, makes she smile, whenever she thinks about that guy..they go back to hometown during semester holiday together, hang out together, make cookies for him, and so on..she love it when that guy flip her hair, she feel secure when that guy hold her hand, she feel comfortable when she lay on his shoulder..things are really great..

now, she is sure that she have fall in love with that guy..that guy have make she fall in love to him..and know about love..and feel the sweetness of love..and she want to feel the love forever..its time for her to accept that guy, and confess about her love..how much that she love that guy..that she think she would do anything, anything just to have that guy by her side..

but then,, that guy seems different..he have changed..and when she know why, that time things have turn upside down..she have lost her mind..that guy have found another girl..and all she can do is cry..cry, cry and cry..she cant think of anything..the only thing in her mind is, is this really happen??and she keep asking herself that..and cry everytime she found out that its really happen..everytime she saw the guy with another girl, everytime she heard about that guy with another girl..her heart broke into pieces..a really small pieces..that it cant be fixed anymore..because she still love him..with all her heart..

dear god, i ask u to let me know how the feeling of love..and u show me how the pain of love..i ask u to let me love someone, but u take that one person from me..i ask u to give me happiness and all i get i suffer.. i ask u to make me brave to admit my love, but u make me scared to ever fall in love again..and now, that girl, still suffer because of her love..and she dont know until when this will last..maybe another week, month, year, or life..because all she know is, she will never can forget her love..that guy..

maybe she is stupid..but she became stupid because of love..she is stupid because until this moment, this second, she still waiting for that guy..who didnt even think about her..didnt even look at her..didnt even care..whether she's alive or not..whether she's exist or not..whether she's smiling or crying..she still waiting for that guy, who throw away the rose she bought him, who didnt even ask when she was hospitalized because of dehydration, who didnt even care when she cry every night..she is still waiting..

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

sunset terakhir kami

mummy..sedih laa itew macam ni..esok itew dah balik kl..dah takde dah kat kmpk ni..itew sedih nak tinggal kawan2 itew..pang penampar sebijik..yang kau ni dah kenapa tak reti nak cakap elok2..so, hari ni last night dekat kmpk..everything last laa..and one of benda yang kitorang selalu buat kat sini, tengok sunset pon last jugak..sangat sedih, tuhan je yang tau..setahun kat sini, terlampau banyak memori dan kenangan..tak kisah la yang happy ke sedih, semua tu tetap jadi kenangan..so tadi kitorang lepak tengok sunset for the last time..ramai tak hengat kanak2 riang keluar lepak hari ni..mentang2 la dah last..kalau tak, haram..semua membuta kat bilik petang2..









kenapa setiap pertemuan pasti ade perpisahan..dan di setiap perpisahan pasti wujud kesedihan..alangkah indah jika persahabatan tiada penghujung..tiada perpisahan..kekal selamanya..tapi itulah kehidupan..

ya Allah, aku bersyukur kerana dikurniakan mereka sebagai sahabat..peliharalah ukhwah ini..semoga ia berkekalan ke akhir hayat..dan semoga ia membawa kebaikan dan ke jalanMu..andai telah tersurat takdirmu untuk kami berpisah, siapalah kami untuk menghalang perpisahan ini..sesungguhnya, Engkau telah memberikan kami peluang untuk bersama2 merasai keindahan persahabatan ini..namun, jadikanlah perpisahan ini permulaan kepada sesuatu yang lebih baik..semoga semua mendapat manfaat daripadanya..Aminn~~

Monday, April 23, 2012

beza student bio and physics

no offense..semua yang terkandung dalam ni hanyalah apa yang dialami oleh saya okay..

student bio lebih kepada menghafal..student physics lebih kepada practical..

kalau student bio dengar lecture, dorang diam and fokus..kalau student physics dengar lecture, dorang nak argue jea kerja..(kalau sape yang bace ni and tetiba cakap, eh mana ada..mesti kau budak physics kan??)

student bio biasanya lebih diam..student physics biasanya speaker..(student bio study 5 orang rase macam sorang..kalau student physics study 5 orang macam satu kampung)

student bio biasanya terima jea ilmu..student physics biasanya lebih kreatif and apply ilmu tu..

student bio baca nota yang banyak tulisan..student physics punya nota semua benda ada..(gambar doremon pon ade..motif??aku pon tak tau..bagi inspiration kot..)

student bio study kena diam2 sebab nak fokus..student physics study bising sebab nak argue..(student physics study diam2 something wrong..mesti tengah tidur atau mengelamun..)

student bio bawak beg penuh buku..student physics bawak handbag jea..lagi kecik lagi stylo..(student physics bawak beg ke??)

lokasi lepas kelas..student bio pergi cubicle jumpe lecturer..student physics kemana??tempat yang ada makanan..tak bistro, kafe..

tempat lepak student bio, library, cubicle, bilik..tempat lepak student physics??padang, dataran, anjung..

student bio jumpe lecturer, dah dekat baru cakap assalamualaikum miss..student physics jumpe lecturer, sebatu lagi dah cakap hye miss..(agak2 satu cubicle boleh dengar)

dalam kelas student bio, lecturer cakap..student diam jea (siap ade bunyi cengkerik lagi)..dalam kelas physics, lecturer tak sempat cakap pon..student jea explain..(harimau mengaum pon tak dengar)

ringing tone atau message alert tone student bio biasa skema..nokia tone ke..kalau student physics kreatif cket..totally spies ke, bunyi doremon ke..

student bio guna pen colourful..student physics pen biru ngan hitam jea..tu pon kira okay...ade guna pensel jea..(betul ke??)

student bio punya alat tulis complete..agak2 satu popular or mph dia borong..student physics bawak pen dua batang jea..tu pun buat pusing kat jari masa dengar lecture..


student bio study sejam habis satu chapter..student physics study sejam, satu soalan pon belum tentu siap..nak argue kan??


meja study student bio penuh buku nota and rujukan..meja study student physics penuh makanan..



ni bukan ada dekat semua student physics or bio..cuma sebahagian besar jea..for now tu jea..nanti aku teruskan investigation okay..peace~


kisah masuk matriks

ingat plak mase mula2 daftar matriks, banyak kenangan..

pening gile dengan jalan nak pergi tempat daftar..serious boleh sesat kot..so end up ingat satu jalan jea nak pergi kelas..senang..takde sesat kat dalam kolej..(kolej patut buat peta untuk student baru)

tak ingat nombor bilik tutorial and tingkat berapa..so kena baca papan tanda bilik tutor ni kat tingkat berapa..

tak ingat jadual and tempat kelas..end up bawak jadual pergi mana2 jea..sebab takut tak jumpa kelas..

tak kenal orang lagi..so jumpa semua orang pon senyum jea..buat muka innocent..padahal dalam hati tuhan jea tau..hehe..

tak tau banyak benda..library bukak sampai pukul berapa..kedai siswa tutup pukul berapa..nak beli makanan kat kafe nak bayar dulu ke makan dulu..

dunia kat kelas dengan bilik jea..tak tau lagi tempat2 nak lepak ni..dah akhir sem, dataran dengan anjung dah jadi rumah kedua sebab selalu lepak..

selalu pergi library beli note, cubicle jumpa lecturer,kuliah and tutor tak ponteng..dah masuk sem 2, jejak kaki kat cubicle pon tak pernah, notes share jea, kuliah lagi banyak ponteng daripada datang..

selalu pakai kad matriks..bangga walaupun muka agak2 dah takleh beza dengan mak cik cleaner..tapi dah nak habis sem kad matriks pon tak tau kat mane..

banyak lagi kot kenangan awal2 masuk matriks dulu..tapi for now tu jelaa..chow~

counting days

pandang kiri, budak bio study..pandang kanan..budak bio study jugak..aku??tengah on9 update blog sementara dapat..sebab esok aku takde paper..muhehehe..tinggal 3 hari lagi kat sini..tiga kali jea lagi tidur atas katil ni..lepas ni dah tak merasa dah..tapi kalau untuk aku lebih tiga kali kot..kalau dah sehari tidur 4 kali memang lah lebih cite dia..adoiyai..tak rasa macam exam..rasa macam minggu qadha tidur..moga Allah bantu and murahkan rezeki aku dan sahabat seperjuangan..amen~~gonna miss everything here..
p/s:entry skema sebab otak tengah blank

Thursday, April 19, 2012

last day of kuliah

last published on 8th april..today is 20th april..aku salah tengok calendar ke memang dah almost 2 weeks aku langsung tak update blog??sadis betol..alasan cliche, busy exam..busy mengalahkan perdana menteri..padahal orang bilik sebelah pon tak perasan kewujudan aku..adehh..dah la last day of kuliah pon dah almost 2 weeks dah lepas and sekarang baru nak cerita..macam lah aku kesah sangat kan..nak baca, silakan..tak nak baca sudah..so last day kitorang satu kelas plan pakai jubah..(obviously la perempuan jea, alahai)..so after kelas tangkap gambar..konon for the last time untuk kenangan..macam tak boleh percaya jea part last time tu sebab semua pon pantang tengok kamera, mesti nak interframe muka..









part yang tak boleh blahnye kitorang tangkap gambar kat dataran pukul 12 tengah hari..memang dah macam barbeque dah semua..sanggup berjemur tengah panas sebab kononnya lighting cantik..hampeh..end up bile dah panas sangat, continue tangkap gambar depan library..sebab nak rasa aircond..ape lah masalahnya.. tapi tak pelik tangkap gambar kat mane2 pon and tak segan sebab last day and semua orang pon tangkap gambar tak kire tempat and dengan siapa..(tapi agak2 lah depan mesin atm pon nak tangkap gambar..tau la mesin atm tu selalu buat hal and kau dah lame dendam dengan dia)..

bagi yang tiba2 terkonfius tengok imej baru aku, tu memang aku..original lagi..and mesti ade yang fikir ouh maybe aku pakai tudung sebab aku pakai jubah..tapi hakikatnye aku dah mula belajar tapi still dalam proses..slow2..doakan untuk kebaikan okay..insyaAllah..

Sunday, April 8, 2012

alahai April

baru perasan yg bulan ni langsung tak update blog kesayangan aku ni lagu..maunya tak update..wifi dah block..padahal study week pon belum masuk lagi..alahai, sabar jelaa..dah laa aku tak bawak laptop..so end up nak online pinjam beruk band and lappy roomate..jasamu dikenang wahai roomate2 ku..banyak sangat event penting april ni..tu yang sampai tak sempat nak update..yang paling seronok, bulan ni maka tamatlah riwayat buku2 matrikulasi sebab dah habis belajar dah..insyaAllah tak payah repeat kot..mintak jauh..yang tak seronok sebab bulan ni jugak la final exam..nak sampai part yang seronok tu kena laa lepas part yang tak seronok tu dulu kan..ye dok??


so, to all matriks perak's students, saya nurul ameera binti roslan dengan ini memohon maaf dari hujung rambut sampai ke hujung kaki atas segala kesalahan tak kira sengaja atau pon tidak sepanjang setahun saya bersama kalian semua di sini..segala kenangan akan sentiasa saya simpan..gud luck and all the best untuk semua..semoga kita semua dapat result yang baik..insyaAllah..ameen~~