only if you know me

mehh sini nak citer antara perangai buruk aku..banyak sebenarnya..tapi takkan laa nak bagi tau semua kan..jatuh plak saham nanti..(yang memang dah tak berapa nak tinggi pon)..only some people who really know me know about this..so, nak tau korang kenal aku tak??

1st : saya sangat degil

i may look soft or manja or whatever you think but most people doesnt expect that i'm actually stubborn gila..orang akan ingat aku ni jenis yang dengar cakap..tapi sebenarnya tak..once i say aku taknak, sampai sudah pon taknak laa jawabnya..for example, one guy pernah suruh aku makan ubat sebab demam sampai tak boleh bangun..and aku end up tak makan pon ubat..sebab aku tak nak..and that guy marah cakap aku degil..memang pon..

2nd : tak cepat melatah

its not melatah yang opocot mak kau tu (or yang sewaktu dengannya)..yang tu memang tak laa kan..melatah in sense if something bad or horrible happen, aku bukan jenis yang cepat tunjuk emosi..i mean, what most of u will do if a guy that you really love and have been together with you for six months told you that he already have another girl..most of you will cry and ask him why he did that to you right..but me, i can say congratulation..great to hear that..walaupon at that moment im actually crying..

3rd : i hardly cry

yeah..after everything that i have been through, im not the kind that easily cry..and if i cry, that means theres really something wrong and it really disturbing me..well, i didnt cry when mom and dad get divorced padahal that time mom cry like crazy..n i have once cry in front of this guy..and i told him if ada orang tau i nangis, i'll find him first..haha..

4th : i can cry and smile at the same time

this one only happen if that thing really take me down..i mean, emotionally..lately jea baru dapat kebolehan ni..because lately i kinda lost my life and cry alot..but at the same time i wanna comfort my friends by saying im okay..so i smile when i cry..

5th : sangat sangat cerewet yang amat

hahh..amek kau..tak tau dah nak describe macam mana..memang sangat cerewet lah senang cakap..agak2 kalau nak cari baju or kasut, pusing satu kl pon belum tentu jumpa yang aku suka..

6th : suka sorok problem

i may look happy, cheer, laughing but deep inside me, i also have my own problem just like you guys did..laughing is just a way to told you and myself that i'm okay even if i know i'm actually not..

cukup da laa kot kan??banyak2 buat ape??so that senang korang nak mengumpat aku nanti??(macam laa kalau aku tak post benda ni takde orang mengumpat kan) so, this is me..